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wtf mate?! [17 Feb 2008|02:20am]
[ mood | confused ]

so my fortune today was: keep your mouth shut.

that's a pretty harsh fortune - haha

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[30 Dec 2007|02:12am]
i don't want any of my regulars to die anytime soon.... but hey:

BROWNSVILLE, Texas (AP) -- For nearly seven years Melina Salazar did her best to put on a smile and tend to the every need of her most loyal and cantankerous customer.

She made sure his food was as hot as he wanted, even if it meant he burned his mouth. And she smiled through his demands and curses. The 89-year-old Walter "Buck" Swords obviously appreciated it, leaving the waitress $50,000 and a 2000 Buick when he died.

"I still can't believe it," the Luby's cafeteria employee told Harlingen television station KGBT-TV in an interview during which she described Swords as "kind of mean."

Swords, a World War II veteran, died in July. But Salazar learned just a few days before Christmas that he had left her the money and car.
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[12 Dec 2007|12:18pm]
[ mood | hungryhungryhungry ]

its  december 12th and i'm going on my last week of classes...
and i came to school today in tshirt and jeans.  i haven't had to wear a single layer all week so far.
if you don't believe in global warming: proof is all around you.

christmas is two weeks away and i could go and layout today? crazy. yes, it is supposed to get close to 80degrees today. 

: )


besides the beatiful weather... have i mentioned lately how much i hate my life and just want to run away and work minimum wage to pay the rent for my trailer and just be fat and happy?

yeah.. i've considered it a lot lately.
ian and cara are still getting a divorce while he is defending our country in iraq.
i make half of what i should be making at work right now.
i have absolutely no room to get anything for anybody for the holidays.
i'm hungry.
i'm behind in my math class..
i wish i could figure out what drives me so crazy about a certain someone.
i am completely bored with my life right now.
the end.

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[08 Nov 2007|02:30pm]
i just wanted to share that i'm seeing DANE COOK tonight in charlotte.

it's going to be amazing.
hopefully this is a positive thing that i need to happen to perk up my mood a bit.


i'm so fucking excited. really though.
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[12 Oct 2007|11:43am]
GUESS WHO HAS  TICKETS TO SEE DANE COOK LIVE NOVEMBER 8TH????

.... i do.

he is only the funniest person alive.. ever.
my favorite comedian - and damn he's cute.

and me and amanda will be seeing him live. oh my goodness.
i can't wait.

i might pee my pants. no really though.
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[18 Jun 2007|07:53pm]
oh yeah:

five minutes before we opened this morning (me being the only server there) i dumped an entire lexan of 165 degree chili on me.  my arm was burned and my stomach (because it went straight through my shirt to burning my skin) ... and it still hurts.
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[07 Apr 2007|10:55pm]
my first two hours at work tonight:
backstory - there's a lowes foods, office depot, auto bell, and chilis [represent] in the shopping center where work is.

well we were on lockdown for approximately an hour and a half because  a guy was holding himself hostage in his car in the autobell parking lock with a sniper rifle parked facing chilis threatening to shoot anyone that went into the parkinglot.  and threatening to kill himself as well.  it was pretty crazy actually.  mad cops.  we were completely brought to a hault during our dinner rush.  we couldn't let anybody in or anybody out.  the swat team was there - news. all that jazz.

have i mentioned lately how much i love living in greensboro?
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like i always say [06 Apr 2007|01:25am]
sunshine go away today
i don't feel much like dancin
some mans gone he's tried to run my life
i don't know what he's askin
well he tells me i'd better get in line
i can't hear what he's sayin
when i grow up i'm gonna make it mine
these ain't dues i've been payin
well how much does it cost
i'll buy it
the time is all we've lost
i'll try it
he can't even run his own life
i'll damned if he'll run mine...(sunshine)
sunshine go away today
i don't feel much like dancin
some man's gone he's tried to run my life
i don't know what he's askin
working starts to make me wonder
where fruits of what i do are goin
he says in love and war all is fair
but he's got cards he ain't showin
well how much does it cost
i'll buy it
the time is all we've lost
i'll try it
he can't even run his own life
i'll damned if he'll run mine...(sunshine)
sunshine come on back another day
i promise you i'll be singin
this whole world she's gonna turn around
brand new bells will be ringin
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the more you stay the same - the more they seem to change. [27 Jan 2007|01:46pm]
just like a star across my sky
just like an angel off the page
you have appeared to my life
feel like I'll never be the same
just like a song in my heart
just like oil on my hands.
oh.. I do love you.
still i wonder why it is
i don't argue like this
with anyone but you.
we do it all the time
blowing out my mind,
you've got this look i can't describe
you make me feel like I'm alive
when everything else is au fait.
without a doubt you're on my side
heaven has been away too long
can't find the words to write this song
oh...
your love
still i wonder why it is
i don't argue like this
with anyone but you.
we do it all the time
blowing out my mind
i have come to understand
the way it is.
it's not a secret anymore.
'cause we've been through that before
from tonight I know that you're the only one
i've been confused and in the dark
now I understand.
i wonder why it is
i don't argue like this
with anyone but you
i wonder why it is
i wont let my guard down
for anyone but you.

we do it all the time
blowing out my mind
just like a star across my sky
just like an angel off the page
you have appeared to my life
feel like I'll never be the same
just like a song in my heart
just like oil on my hands.

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oh the stories we could tell. [11 Jan 2007|09:39pm]
things have gotten to the point that i can't even write enough to update about my life.
i work fulltime now. worked 10 hours today.
not going back to school. surprise surprise. atleast for this semester. summer classes are in my future - atleast that's what i'm planning on.

love life = mad confusion... amanda can vouch on me for that one.. good grief is it crazy.
dyed my hair, again. cocoa on top... blue black on bottom.
oh! parents cut me off on christmas. car payment, car insurance, health insurance, all that jazz.
i deposited $220 in my account today to help with the -$311 that i was. *sigh*

i haven't seen or hung out with really anyone lately that i feel like i don't have any friends but the people i work with.. and i know thats not true.. its just so hard to make the fucking effort because i only work.. and i work alot. and its hard. sorry to you guys.

oh, and my hand that i broke back in august, still hasn't healed right and its hurting really bad right now.

that might be about it for now.. atleast a briefing of whats going on.
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[12 Nov 2006|05:59am]
it was just a misunderstanding of feelings.



[i never thought i'd get that one]
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[13 Sep 2006|08:23pm]
ITS ALMOST MY BIRTHDAY!
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[12 Jul 2006|01:01am]
do this pleeease Collapse )
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[01 Jul 2006|12:22pm]
yeah.. ps:

i tag amanda, buss, emily ck, steed, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand.. my sister.
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tag - you're it. [01 Jul 2006|03:12am]
Take a look at your lj friends list.
List up to ten things you want to say to ten different people.
Do not state the names of the people
Tag 5 people to do this meme.

1. Our lives, mainly relationships, have run so parrallel over the years that it's hard to comprehend. You are always there for me, and I'm always there for you. And we both know that - we have amazing communication in this friendship. I know that you feel comfortable enough to tell me when I'm in the wrong. I love that about us. And I love you. I really do. And I'll always be here for you. Our pizza hut memories travel deep into the past. And if we end up getting married one day - I wouldn't be surprised.
2. You will always be close to my heart. You were my sunshine many days in our younger years. Although - we can no longer be together, physically.. I know you are watching out for me. I often find myself lost - not being able to call on your advice in a situation - simply not being able to hear your voice is a struggle. But I hope you know I miss you. And I love you. Forever. Even when you talked my ear off for hours about things I thought to be very meaningless and trivial, we were there for each other. And I know in some way, you are there for me today.
3. "What's done is done. It's in the past. It's ashes." Please don't think that I don't miss you. You'd be terribly mistaken. But it's not quite right.. I miss who I thought you were. Who you used to be before you became more selfish than most people I know. I don't know what I'll have to say to you. I honestly don't. I don't have much to say here, either. Just please understand that I can't put our friendship back together from the many peices you tore it into. I might try.
4. It such a short period of time we have become such amazing friends. I can't think of anyone I'd rather spend so much time with. You are an amazing person and your self confidence should be a lot higher than it is. I can look at you and we instantly know what each other is thinking. It's truly a connection that I will always remember and always cherish. ILU.
5. What happened to us? You give me such confidence and yet you make me doubt myself so much at the same time. "What the hell were you thinking?" is all I can think to say to you most of the time. The sad part is I still love you almost as much as I did. I wake up every morning telling myself that I shouldn't and today will be the day I forget - but I can't.
6. I always thought our friendship could be closer than it is. We seem to have so much incommon - and yet.. we can seem like merely aquaintances, really. I miss you. We share some good memories from high school. But I wish I knew you better. You are a very mature and sophisticated person for your age, and yet we have had some of the silliest moments. Being student aids together was absolutely amazing.
7. I don't think I ever really gave you the chance to get to know me. I've just always assumed you wouldn't be interested - but at times it seems like we are close - but not really. I think I'm going to start making the effort to let you know me better and to be more involved in your life. I have had my doubts about you in the past - but I know longer feel the insecurity around you that I used to feel.
8.I used to have a crush on you. And I thought maybe you had a crush on me. But our lives went in seperate directions. I still find myself attracted to you whenever I see you - which isn't very often. Although we never really hung out outside of school except for occasionally - we found ways to have an amazing friendship. I wish you were a bigger part of my life than you really are.
9. You have known me the longest out of anyone in my life. We grew up together - and I know I can always count on you. I feel like I have watched you grow up before my eyes - just as you probably feel about me - and I love the fact that we are so close. I would never want to hurt you or never let anything hurt you. I have plans to protect forever. I love you.
10. You honestly creep me out.
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sweet tea and white bread. [24 Jun 2006|08:04pm]
[ mood | sigh. ]

i miss you.











i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you.

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probably not dial up friendly. [20 Jun 2006|06:18pm]
[ mood | my endorphins are pumpin ]

well... its a little late.. but i thought i'd toss in some photos..
i feel so far away from everyone - i'll just give you an idea what kind of fun i've been having.. there are some random pictures and some from the awesome graduation party for buss and shannon. I <3 my friends.

... piiiiiictures!!! ...Collapse )

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just a quiet morning alone. [20 Jun 2006|12:23pm]
So, that's why I'm ... I'm apologizing now
For telling you I thought that we could make it

I just don't get enough to believe that we've both changed.
It's not an easy thing to learn to play
A game that's made for two--that's you and me.
The rules remain a mystery

Was it you who spoke the words
That things would happen but not to me
All things are gonna happen naturally
Oh, i'm taking your advice and I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole damn thing


hey mr. curiosity
is it true what they've been saying about you
are you killing me
you took care of the cat already
and for those who think it's heavy
is it the truth
or is it only gossip
call it mystery or anything
just as long as you'd call me
i sent the message on did you get it when i left it
see this catastrophic event
it wasn't meant to mean no harm
but to think there's nothing wrong is a problem
i'm looking for love this time
sounding hopeful but it's making me cry
love is a mystery
mr. curious...

come back to me

i've been putting a lot of thought into things.. and realize it is not necessarily the you that i miss.. it's the having someone.. having someone to love. i miss that.
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i'm so tired. [12 Jun 2006|11:44am]
I’m dreaming of sleeping next to you
I’m feeling like a lost little boy in a brand new town
I’m counting my sheep and each one that passes
Is another dream to ashes and they all fall down
As I lay me down tonight
I close my eyes and what a beautiful sight
Sleeping to dream about you
I’m so damn tired of having to live without you
But I, I don't mind
I’m sleeping to dream about you and I’m so tired
Oh, yes I am
I found myself in the riches your eyes, your lips, your hair
Well, you were everywhere, out there
But I woke up in the ditches
I hit the light and I thought you might be here
But you were nowhere
Oh love, you were nowhere at home
As I lay me back to sleep
This love I pray that I can keep
Sleeping to dream about you
I’m so damn tired of having to live without you
But I, I don't mind
I’m sleeping to dream about you and I’m so tired
I'm so tired
Well, it’s just a little a lullaby to keep myself
From crying myself, a little a lullaby to keep
Just a little a lullaby to keep myself from crying myself
A little a lullaby to keep myself
My eyes are always cryin', I said, just a little lullaby
Once I dry my eyes, I'll come on, now
Sleeping to dream about you
I’m so damn tired of having to live without you
But I, I don't mind
I'm Sleeping to dream about you and I’m so tired
I'm so tired
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ooh yesss. [17 May 2006|10:26pm]
[ mood | dance-tastic ]

backseat - windows up
thats the way we like to fuck.



cluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuub niiiiiight.
oh hells yeah.

being single
seeing double
drinking triple


your body may be a temple.
but mine's an amusement park.

i haven't been to the club in pretty much two weeks. this is going to be amazing. can i play with your panty line?and let me see you get low

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